Hey there!,
I am procrastinating to an extent that i rather blog than to study for my Physics test which is just tomorrow.. It's only been 13 days and we are coming to this stage which no couples hope for. I certainly hope that we will get through this, once and for all. I know it's going to be a tough time for me. I guess i just have to sit back and wait. I really don't know what can i do after school because i usually wait till your day ends and send you home if your Mum's not picking you up. It really hurts to see you not giving a damn. The insecure feeling is back again. Loving you brings my tolerance to the next level. Yes, i said i will give you time but i have this urge to hear your voice. Waiting for you and sending you home has already been part of my daily lifestyle. And yes, you are my Unicorn. Now, i just have this unsure feeling if the disc i am preparing will be successfully be handed to your hand and you will view it. Whatever it is, i am really grateful having you in my life. Iloveyou.. I really do. I don't want anybody to know i posted this. Not even you. And i will always be there for you..
Lost.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Hey guys!
Just came back from Bali two days ago. Was super lazy to even update. HAHA. Anyway Bali trip was awesomely good. It makes me not wanting to come back to Singapore. Argh... Really envy the nature there! Something new, which you can't find in Singapore.
Anyway, Day 1 when we touched down at Bali, went to Tanah Lot. It's a famous temple in Bali and of course, a tourist attraction. Took some photos of it which you can see it below (: Did a bit of shopping there. Bought a I Love Bali bag and some other random things. Hehe. Yeah after that went for dinner at a local Chinese Halal Restaurant. The food on the night was freaking awesome! All the guys ate at least 3 bowls of rice with the 10 dishes in front of us. Be jealous. Yeah after that, we went to check in at Goodway Hotel which will be staying for 2 nights. Did a night reflection together with the facilitators then went to check out our room. Ate snacks as supper, then turned in for the night.
Day 2,
Went to one of the good school in Bali called SMA4 Denpasar. Yeah, with our blazers. Learn how to write my name in Balinese Language, some steps of Balinese dance and their traditional music instrument. Then ate our lunch in the school before visiting a temple nearby. After that, went to a shopping mall nearby to do some shopping. Not much to buy though on that day.
Day 3,
Went to a well-known Bali tourist attraction called the Green School. One amazing thing is that the whole building is located in the middle of the forest and is fully construct with Bamboos. Of course, i learn things from there. Like planting, making of chocolates and a hat which i forgot what is it called. Then, went to have our dinner before checking in at Puri Hotel(which is the hotel we are going to stay from Day 3 onwards). Of course, night Reflection and dismissed.
Day 4,
Nothing much. Just going to places of interests and some shopping.
Day 5,
Had our breakfast before heading to see the Traditional Barong Dance. After that we went to have our lunch at a place where we are sitted in a Hut to have our food. The food was good. Yeah, then we were brought to a shopping area near the airport to do our last minute shopping. Was only given 1 and a half hours ): Anyway, it was really a touching moment because as were on the way to the Airport after the shopping, the tour guide sang a song to bid us farewell. I can really see how sincere he is when singing the song. Many of us nearly teared. Couldn't bear to leave Bali and to bid farewell with the Tour guide. But some things are just not under our control. All of us gathered money and gave him tips. Because we know that the Tour Guide in Bali is not really earning a lot. And this is just to show our appreciation for his companion for the past 5 days. After that drank coffee bean before checking in the Bali airport to leave for Singapore. To me, the trip was too short! Haha anyway, touched down in Singapore at around 9.45pm. Then went home.
Has not really been good this few days. Don't want to elaborate. Anyway hope that the China and Vietnam trip pupils had fun too!
Checking in at Changi Airport
Just came back from Bali two days ago. Was super lazy to even update. HAHA. Anyway Bali trip was awesomely good. It makes me not wanting to come back to Singapore. Argh... Really envy the nature there! Something new, which you can't find in Singapore.
Anyway, Day 1 when we touched down at Bali, went to Tanah Lot. It's a famous temple in Bali and of course, a tourist attraction. Took some photos of it which you can see it below (: Did a bit of shopping there. Bought a I Love Bali bag and some other random things. Hehe. Yeah after that went for dinner at a local Chinese Halal Restaurant. The food on the night was freaking awesome! All the guys ate at least 3 bowls of rice with the 10 dishes in front of us. Be jealous. Yeah after that, we went to check in at Goodway Hotel which will be staying for 2 nights. Did a night reflection together with the facilitators then went to check out our room. Ate snacks as supper, then turned in for the night.
Day 2,
Went to one of the good school in Bali called SMA4 Denpasar. Yeah, with our blazers. Learn how to write my name in Balinese Language, some steps of Balinese dance and their traditional music instrument. Then ate our lunch in the school before visiting a temple nearby. After that, went to a shopping mall nearby to do some shopping. Not much to buy though on that day.
Day 3,
Went to a well-known Bali tourist attraction called the Green School. One amazing thing is that the whole building is located in the middle of the forest and is fully construct with Bamboos. Of course, i learn things from there. Like planting, making of chocolates and a hat which i forgot what is it called. Then, went to have our dinner before checking in at Puri Hotel(which is the hotel we are going to stay from Day 3 onwards). Of course, night Reflection and dismissed.
Day 4,
Nothing much. Just going to places of interests and some shopping.
Day 5,
Had our breakfast before heading to see the Traditional Barong Dance. After that we went to have our lunch at a place where we are sitted in a Hut to have our food. The food was good. Yeah, then we were brought to a shopping area near the airport to do our last minute shopping. Was only given 1 and a half hours ): Anyway, it was really a touching moment because as were on the way to the Airport after the shopping, the tour guide sang a song to bid us farewell. I can really see how sincere he is when singing the song. Many of us nearly teared. Couldn't bear to leave Bali and to bid farewell with the Tour guide. But some things are just not under our control. All of us gathered money and gave him tips. Because we know that the Tour Guide in Bali is not really earning a lot. And this is just to show our appreciation for his companion for the past 5 days. After that drank coffee bean before checking in the Bali airport to leave for Singapore. To me, the trip was too short! Haha anyway, touched down in Singapore at around 9.45pm. Then went home.
Has not really been good this few days. Don't want to elaborate. Anyway hope that the China and Vietnam trip pupils had fun too!
Checking in at Changi Airport
Friday, May 25, 2012
Hey guys!,
Haven't been updating for almost a week! Probably tired from the camp. Speaking of the camp, it was okay.
1st Day, was Dragon Boat. The most enjoyable challenge i did in the camp and then when we return, we start brainstorm about the Camp Fire's performance. We called off the dance because we heard that there will be no sound system during Camp Fire.
2nd Day, it was High Elements and Amazing Race, It was rather fun for both. However, i didn't managed to try Abseiling this year due to the shortage of time after Zip Line. Rock climbing after that. It was easiest of all I think. Then, we went for Amazing Race. I like the part where we have to join hands with the group members in front of us and try to untie ourselves. Went back, had dinner. Then Camp Fire. I would really say the crowd wasn't really high this year. I preferred Sec 2 camp actually. My group didn't really prepared well so when the performance came, we were lost. "Failing to plan, is planning to fail".
3rd Day, Had breakfast, and went to the girl's Dom to clean up. However, we played pillow fight instead. It was extraordinary fun but the pillows were hell dusty. It sent us off sneezing.
Post-camp:
Thursday:
Got back my report slip today, it was not up to expectations but at least not PARENT's MEETING. HAHA. Quarrelled with so many people today. For the past few months, i have been telling myself to remove my bad-temper from last year. And i actually did accomplish it. Until the trigger event occurred. When i was quarrelling with 1, the another came in. It just makes me go angrier and angrier. Luckily, it's over. You see, all i remember was quarrels, not what i did on this day..
Friday:
More of a slack day. Mrs Leow tried to teach us the new topic but we are already high on "Holiday Fever". I tried to absorb a bit of it though. Then, it was FTs time.. After school was Bali briefing and i finally got my pack list. Haha. Mrs Yau didn't managed to bake the cheesecake after 4 promises. We felt so cheated. HAHA. Yeah, then we went to Dance Studio to practise and complete the dance we are going to perform at Bali. Finally done with, BuBai dance. Certainly hope that Mrs Yau would see our efforts in it and give us her consent.
That's all for me guys. For those going for overseas trip, Bon Voyage (: BYE!
Haven't been updating for almost a week! Probably tired from the camp. Speaking of the camp, it was okay.
1st Day, was Dragon Boat. The most enjoyable challenge i did in the camp and then when we return, we start brainstorm about the Camp Fire's performance. We called off the dance because we heard that there will be no sound system during Camp Fire.
2nd Day, it was High Elements and Amazing Race, It was rather fun for both. However, i didn't managed to try Abseiling this year due to the shortage of time after Zip Line. Rock climbing after that. It was easiest of all I think. Then, we went for Amazing Race. I like the part where we have to join hands with the group members in front of us and try to untie ourselves. Went back, had dinner. Then Camp Fire. I would really say the crowd wasn't really high this year. I preferred Sec 2 camp actually. My group didn't really prepared well so when the performance came, we were lost. "Failing to plan, is planning to fail".
3rd Day, Had breakfast, and went to the girl's Dom to clean up. However, we played pillow fight instead. It was extraordinary fun but the pillows were hell dusty. It sent us off sneezing.
Post-camp:
Thursday:
Got back my report slip today, it was not up to expectations but at least not PARENT's MEETING. HAHA. Quarrelled with so many people today. For the past few months, i have been telling myself to remove my bad-temper from last year. And i actually did accomplish it. Until the trigger event occurred. When i was quarrelling with 1, the another came in. It just makes me go angrier and angrier. Luckily, it's over. You see, all i remember was quarrels, not what i did on this day..
Friday:
More of a slack day. Mrs Leow tried to teach us the new topic but we are already high on "Holiday Fever". I tried to absorb a bit of it though. Then, it was FTs time.. After school was Bali briefing and i finally got my pack list. Haha. Mrs Yau didn't managed to bake the cheesecake after 4 promises. We felt so cheated. HAHA. Yeah, then we went to Dance Studio to practise and complete the dance we are going to perform at Bali. Finally done with, BuBai dance. Certainly hope that Mrs Yau would see our efforts in it and give us her consent.
That's all for me guys. For those going for overseas trip, Bon Voyage (: BYE!
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Hey! Didn't have the time to update yesterday. Yesterday was fun! Met up with Kathi, Rozanisha & Terence! Hadn't seen them for so long. Went to Yishun Safra with them for Bowling and Pool. Then, had dinner with them. Had lots to catch up so the conversation goes on for quite long. Took a cab home at 12.05am because there's no more busses. Went back home, really exhausted. Hmm i wasted the whole day today. Just finished packing my bag for the Camp tomorrow. Not really sure if i am excited or what. HAHA. Tonight will be the last night i can hug my bolster to sleep ): Rest early for those who are going tomorrow (:. Night night.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Hello! Sexuality education with Mr Ong was really funny! After school, went to celebrate Bryant's birthday with Charmaine, Eugene and Jewell. Yup. Bryant's face was squashed with cream! He even wiped his face on my shirt! After that, went to eat Mos Burger with them. Haha. LOL. Anyway, Happy Birthday Bro (: !!!! Nothing much to write (: Goodnight!
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Hey! I'm back to share with you my day again! So, i failed 1 subject. This time i really ain't happy with my results. It really suck ): After school went to SLO to decorate the envelope. Thanks to those who helped me with the design of the envelope. Haha.. After that, went to ISH for the basketball match with the Ex basketball players of Peirce. Was really exciting and i think i performed well today (: Seriously, i am trying hard to just treat you as a friend. But you don't have to show how close you are with him in the morning during the sexuality education right in front of me right? If you want to be close to him, just go. But please. leave me alone. After so much we've been through, you still can't make up your mind. So tired after the match! I guess i shall stop here.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
"Life" , it's just a word with 4 letters. But how many of us here are victims who are defeated by this simple word, how many of us are getting tired of this word and lastly how many of us are depressed over this word? It's because "Life" means a lot of things. It represents your every moment and everything you do. Was late for meeting Eugene in the morning. Sorry! After school, went over to ISH to just really release some of my anger and frustrations on my "Life". Yes, which means everything that is happening to me. After that, went to the Dance Studio to master all the dance steps required. Was rather fun, for that moment. I don't know why do i get pissed over things about you. Can i say that's because i care? Well, i didn't regret sending you home. As i said always, "Hit me with the truth than torture me with lies" and i said i will be able to accept it. Yes, though it wasn't really a good ending but at least i get to know what you are feeling or rather thinking. Yeah, on the way home was actually a quiet thinking moment for me. But even if we don't turn out well, i still hope we maintain a "Friend" level. At least i don't lose all. Maybe you lost confidence in me or maybe you are too occupied to think about this. I don't know. Because i am not you. I really don't get it. I just... don't. But whatever. Maybe i am just not the one for you, perhaps? Just really want to say what i feel, how i feel and how i'm dealing with it. I would rather this Bali trip be a friendly one than a stranger-type one. I am aware that once i post this, all the viewers will be able to see this. But, it doesn't really matter isn't it? "Affinity brought us together but not fate." Hope you guys have done well in your exams because i did badly ): HOHO. 5 more days to Secondary 3 camp. Are you looking forward to it too? (: That's all i can say for today. Oh yeah, tomorrow will be playing with ex graduates of Peirce. Hope to learn something from there. Nights (:
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