Hey guys!,

Haven't been updating for almost a week! Probably tired from the camp. Speaking of the camp, it was okay.
1st Day, was Dragon Boat. The most enjoyable challenge i did in the camp and then when we return, we start brainstorm about the Camp Fire's performance. We called off the dance because we heard that there will be no sound system during Camp Fire.
2nd Day, it was High Elements and Amazing Race, It was rather fun for both. However, i didn't managed to try Abseiling this year due to the shortage of time after Zip Line. Rock climbing after that. It was easiest of all I think. Then, we went for Amazing Race. I like the part where we have to join hands with the group members in front of us and try to untie ourselves. Went back, had dinner. Then Camp Fire. I would really say the crowd wasn't really high this year. I preferred Sec 2 camp actually. My group didn't really prepared well so when the performance came, we were lost. "Failing to plan, is planning to fail".
3rd Day, Had breakfast, and went to the girl's Dom to clean up. However, we played pillow fight instead. It was extraordinary fun but the pillows were hell dusty. It sent us off sneezing.

Post-camp:

Thursday:
Got back my report slip today, it was not up to expectations but at least not PARENT's MEETING. HAHA. Quarrelled with so many people today. For the past few months, i have been telling myself to remove my bad-temper from last year. And i actually did accomplish it. Until the trigger event occurred. When i was quarrelling with 1, the another came in. It just makes me go angrier and angrier. Luckily, it's over. You see, all i remember was quarrels, not what i did on this day..
Friday:
More of a slack day. Mrs Leow tried to teach us the new topic but we are already high on "Holiday Fever". I tried to absorb a bit of it though. Then, it was FTs time.. After school was Bali briefing and i finally got my pack list. Haha. Mrs Yau didn't managed to bake the cheesecake after 4 promises. We felt so cheated. HAHA. Yeah, then we went to Dance Studio to practise and complete the dance we are going to perform at Bali. Finally done with, BuBai dance. Certainly hope that Mrs Yau would see our efforts in it and give us her consent.

That's all for me guys. For those going for overseas trip, Bon Voyage (: BYE!

Hey! Didn't have the time to update yesterday. Yesterday was fun! Met up with Kathi, Rozanisha & Terence! Hadn't seen them for so long.  Went to Yishun Safra with them for Bowling and Pool. Then, had dinner with them. Had lots to catch up so the conversation goes on for quite long. Took a cab home at 12.05am because there's no more busses. Went back home, really exhausted. Hmm i wasted the whole day today. Just finished packing my bag for the Camp tomorrow. Not really sure if i am excited or what. HAHA. Tonight will be the last night i can hug my bolster to sleep ): Rest early for those who are going tomorrow (:. Night night.

Hello! Sexuality education with Mr Ong was really funny! After school, went to celebrate Bryant's birthday with Charmaine, Eugene and Jewell. Yup. Bryant's face was squashed with cream! He even wiped his face on my shirt! After that, went to eat Mos Burger with them. Haha. LOL. Anyway, Happy Birthday Bro (: !!!! Nothing much to write (: Goodnight!

Hey! I'm back to share with you my day again! So, i failed 1 subject. This time i really ain't happy with my results. It really suck ): After school went to SLO to decorate the envelope. Thanks to those who helped me with the design of the envelope. Haha.. After that, went to ISH for the basketball match with the Ex basketball players of Peirce. Was really exciting and i think i performed well today (: Seriously, i am trying hard to just treat you as a friend. But you don't have to show how close you are with him in the morning during the sexuality education right in front of me right? If you want to be close to him, just go. But please. leave me alone. After so much we've been through, you still can't make up your mind. So tired after the match! I guess i shall stop here.

"Life" , it's just a word with 4 letters. But how many of us here are victims who are defeated by this simple word, how many of us are getting tired of this word and lastly how many of us are depressed over this word? It's because "Life" means a lot of things. It represents your every moment and everything you do. Was late for meeting Eugene in the morning. Sorry! After school, went over to ISH to just really release some of my anger and frustrations on my "Life". Yes, which means everything that is happening to me. After that, went to the Dance Studio to master all the dance steps required. Was rather fun, for that moment. I don't know why do i get pissed over things about you. Can i say that's because i care? Well, i didn't regret sending you home. As i said always, "Hit me with the truth than torture me with lies" and i said i will be able to accept it. Yes, though it wasn't really a good ending but at least i get to know what you are feeling or rather thinking. Yeah, on the way home was actually a quiet thinking moment for me. But even if we don't turn out well, i still hope we maintain a "Friend" level. At least i don't lose all. Maybe you lost confidence in me or maybe you are too occupied to think about this. I don't know. Because i am not you. I really don't get it. I just... don't. But whatever. Maybe i am just not the one for you, perhaps? Just really want to say what i feel, how i feel and how i'm dealing with it. I would rather this Bali trip be a friendly one than a stranger-type one. I am aware that once i post this, all the viewers will be able to see this. But, it doesn't really matter isn't it? "Affinity brought us together but not fate." Hope you guys have done well in your exams because i did badly ): HOHO. 5 more days to Secondary 3 camp. Are you looking forward to it too? (: That's all i can say for today. Oh yeah, tomorrow will be playing with ex graduates of Peirce. Hope to learn something from there. Nights (:

Hey folks! E'Math result was a disappointment.. Today was quite a packed day! After school was camp briefing then Bali dance preparation and then basketball training. Just had my dinner (: You know, i never wanted this conversation to ever end? But sometimes, it's not up to me to decide how this conversations lasts. It's up to you, whether you want to make the effort to continue it. But you certainly don't. After that quarrel, has everything gone back to square one? AFTER ALL I'VE DONE? If that's really the case, i really have nothing to say. Or did you talk to me just to not feel awkward for the trip? See, i am feeling this way again. never sure and always asking for answers. Actually in life, just ask yourself if you have given your best. If you did, and its still not yours, it never meant to be. Please enlighten me what you want me to do or what are we. Will you be better without me? Back to this. Monday is Level Camp already! I hope it will really be fun! And after that will be the Bali trip! Right. That's all for tonight. BYE! :D

Got back 4 papers today. Well, i did extremely bad. Especially for my A'Maths... My mood was totally ruined even before the end of school.. Now i'm worrying for my E'Maths, which is also another subject i have no confidence in.. Went for lunch with Eugene, Bryant, Christine and Karene at Pizza Hut today. Then, went to buy a new translucent iPhone casing. I am so tempted to place the photo we took together on the back of the casing.. Hmm I guess its getting a bit better? I really hate this feeling of unsure thoughts all around my mind. I hate how i'm not able to talk to you when we were just 1 metre apart. Please keep it going. That's all for today i think? (:

-Live life like there's no tomorrow.

Dear Diary,

So many things have been happening to me all this while. Relationship, studies, friendship and many many more. I find myself struggling to cope with all this. But each time i fall, i get back stronger. But this is life, we fall, we get back up, we move on. Was actually excited for Bali trip. But after what happened, i start to worry, will the trip be awkward? After so much thinking, i finally came to a conclusion. You can lose something in a split second even after you've been through so much with that person. I'm not talking about relationship only. It can be friendship and so on. Going to basketball with my friends later on. I am gonna sweat all out! Well, what can i say?

Just came back from ball. It was pretty fun! And yeah, i sweated all out. It really does help me in releasing all my unhappiness. At least, for that moment. Felt lighter after it though. Went to eat Ice Kacang after that, good life style eh? Reached home at around 9.30pm. Just ate my dinner. I really can't articulate what am i thinking now. A text maybe? Night.